PBG savings

OK so time for an update as to what is going on. We decided to put Elizabeth in daycare and for me to go back to work. I have found keeping busy keeps me feeling less like I am incapable I do have some rough days but my bosses are great. I did radiation and it did not affect the cancer at all. SO now we are doing chemo. Some days I feel great other days I feel horrible but I still keep fighting no matter what. I am now down to a size 14 which in some ways I am happy but I really wish it wouldn't have come from me being so sick. when all this started I was a size 28 and 315lbs I am now 180lbs and a size 14 which is where I have always wanted to be.  I am writing about this journey we are going though not for people to feel sorry for me but to maybe help someone else. this all started in April of 2015 I was having such bad stomach pain I couldn't even move. went to hospital and they told me I have pancreas and diabetes which they have no clue how I got it since I don't drink. Well we thought we could deal with it. well the problem was I kept getting pancreatic and was doing everything I was told to do. Well after three different gi's and lots of test they found the pancreatic cancer stage 4. I was devasted so was my husband and family but we decided we were going to fight this with everything we have,